1992 -   ROUX N Y  -    Dr. Richard Catlin - San Diego, Ca.  232 lb  to 155 lb (12 months)
1994 -   Revision     -    Dr. Clark/ Dr. Wittgrove  San Diego, Ca  No further weight loss *
2006 -   Revision     -    Dr. Quebbeman Newport Beach, Ca     216 lb to 191 lb **  


Currently at 205 lb.  so depressed I could go to bed forever.  Last 2 revisions changed nothing, and was told it is my fault, as they "did" the surgery.  
My gastrointerologist is in shock that I can weigh what I do my activity level , and the size of my stomach.
He believes my existing intestine to be doing the work the other once did, He also claims,  "Water seeks it's own level".

I was so happy with the beginning results of the 1st surgery in 92;  I was on my way to becoming normal for the first time in my life.

It just rebounded so fast before I ever made it all the way down. When the 2nd gave no results, I had cosmetic surgery on the loose skin, and a breast lift - those were LIFE CHANGING  (until the weight started climbing back up a pound at a time.

It seems no matter how little I ate - my body would acclimate to it, and learn to be FAT on that tiny amount of food.
I know , not possible. But it seems that way. My body seems "Hell bent" on being fat.

I  am NOW looking into the DS ( I only learned of 3 days ago on this board). 

I hurt so bad from this weight, I can barely walk, and broke the bones in my foot from merely stepping down wrong on it with my
weight. I actually consider the pros and cons of getting up from the sofa to do anything. I am becoming disinterested in even having a clean house, as it is exhausting to clean it. That is just SICK!  I know!  SICK!
Guilt - shame- inferiority - and a dirty house . . .   I have it all.

*    (15 minute surgery- $16,000 - removed few inches more intestine)
**  ( This revision revealed stretched gastric pouch - re-sized opening & claimed I would go down to about 135 - $11,500) 

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