I really don't know where to begin. There have been many ups and downs during my weight loss journey. The last few years have been filled with laughter as well as tears. But I guess I wouldn't change too many things that have happened to me. I have learned that I am the only person that can change my weight. The RNY was the tool to assist me but, it continues to be be my choice. Have I failed in many aspects of my weight loss...yes. Have I accomplished many things...yes. I have lost over 170 pounds. I have gained some of the weight back and have lost them again. That is not new to all of us. I know that I will need to get additional help to get to my goal. This starts now. I am the only person that can do this.

I know that I will need to follow-up with my Drs. and to also get a nutritionist as well as someone to help with a exercise routine. Three years have past since my surgery and for almost 1 year and a half I am still stuck at the same weight. I was so depressed about this that I just gave up. How could i have done this to myself after going through so much to have the surgery and I gave up. I don't know why it was so easy for me to do that. But all of this stops TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!
I mean look down and see what I have accomplished....







Take a look at my chart and you will see that i did accomplish a great deal. But as you can see, I stopped documenting my weight loss because I was so sad with how it was going. But, I NEED to be truthful with myself, so that I can change for the better....


Date Weight Pounds Lost Total Pounds Lost BMI

10/10/04
450 0 0 74.9

10/19/04
427 -23 -23 71.1

11/24/04
403 -24 -47 67.1

12/29/04
380 -23 -70 63.2

02/5/05
361 -19 -89 60.1

02/22/05
350 -11 -100 58.2

03/5/05
345 -5 105 57.4

04/20/05
340 -5 -110 56.6

05/27/05(CURVES)
331 -10 -119 55.1

06/08/05
328.0 -3 -122 54.6

07/07/05(Curves)
317 -11 -133 52.8

10/20/2005
315 -2 -135 52.4

01/23/2006
300 -15 -150 49.9

06/27/2006
295 -5 -155 49.1

08/29/2006
280 -15 -171 46.6

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Date Weight Pounds Lost Total Pounds Lost BMI

10/10/04
450 0 0 74.9

10/19/04
427 -23 -23 71.1

11/24/04
403 -24 -47 67.1

12/29/04
380 -23 -70 63.2

02/5/05
361 -19 -89 60.1

02/22/05
350 -11 -100 58.2

03/5/05
345 -5 105 57.4

04/20/05
340 -5 -110 56.6

05/27/05(CURVES)
331 -10 -119 55.1

06/08/05
328.0 -3 -122 54.6

07/07/05(Curves)
317 -11 -133 52.8

10/20/2005
315 -2 -135 52.4

01/23/2006
300 -15 -150 49.9

06/27/2006
295 -5 -155 49.1

08/29/2006
280 -15 -171 46.6

Date#16
W#16 PL#16 TPL#16 BMI#16

Date#17
W#17 PL#17 TPL#17 BMI#17

Date#18
W#18 PL#18 TPL#18 BMI#18

Date#19
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Date#20
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