LUCINDA, THERE IS ALL KINDS OF SUPPORT HERE FOR YOU, BELIEVE ME. IT'S SORT OF LIKE NO ONE LEFT BEHIND. NOW YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF TO. I THINK YOU HAVE FOUND THE PLACE YOU NEED TO BE. YOU JUST NEED TO KEEP THINKING POSITIVE AND THAT YOU HAVE PLENTY TO OFFER THIS BIG WIDE WORLD. YOUR NEXT STEP IS TO FIND THAT DR. THAT WILL TAKE YOUR INSURANCE AND GET STARTED ON YOUR JOURNEY. WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU. MUCH LOVE AND (((BIG HUGS))) SINCERELY, JODI