Hello Kyle~~~~I am deeply sorry for the loss of your Grandma. I understand the helplessness you must feel. I was 25 when my Mom died. I had just had a right knee arthroscopy the very day she died. I was in IL and my Mom and Dad lived in TX. I was not allowed to go to the funeral. It was one of the hardest things I have ever had to deal with in my life. I hope you know that your Grandma is with you as you recover. Even though you are so sad, please remember to take of yourself. You are in a weakened state, physically and emotionally, do waht the doctor tells you. I hope your recovery is speedy. May God bless you and keep you in His peace. Hugs to you, again I am deeply sorry for your loss at this time. PEACE