Hi Kelli,
Know you're excited, but it's okay to be scared, too. I sorta freaked before my surgery and got a Will in order, a Living Will on file at the hospital, and even called Life Alaska to tell them about the surgery! I dreamed I "didn't make it" due to multiple complications during the surgery, and worried about my little boy growing up without his mom. Then I woke up in recovery and all was fine! Ah! What a wonderful second life I now have, with a chance at beginnings and starting some things over. You will, too, next week. Just don't be shy about asking for help and know we're all out here supporting you and know what you will be going through. Will be thinking of you and hopefully will get in to say hello next week.